I wrote to this beat 4 almost 5 years ago I believe and posted it to SoundCloud. I recently went back and relistened to it since the things that I thought back then weren't good to put it lightly. as I did I saw you actually heard it and it embarrassed me considering especially that I've come to god and pursued a better relationship with him. I wanted to apologize for that considering that you are a follower of the most high as well man. god bless