This is far beyond a coping mechanism for dissociation now. This song is the only thing that I feel understands me completely. It values all of my emotions, fears, regrets and the like. It has spoken to me more than any piece of music ever has. It's the only thing that has ever truly comforted me and made me feel safe. But crying my eyes out as I do. This will probably forever be my favorite song ever. Thank you eternally William