Most of the friends i had died from ODing on fent, my mom's now stuck in a wheelchair paralyzed from the waist down stuck in a wheel chair for the rest of her life. Im stuck. I've been smoking more and more, and i know I'm close to leaving all the people i have left. These songs, the memories of all that has happened up to me writing this, im sad. these songs, all of em, made me feel like i wasn't alone in all of this shit.

Forgiveness was never guaranteed in this life. Goodnight, all love boys

pt 2 from the chicken album

Heres the names of those that were close to me that died or ODed and are still alive, im leaving them here as when i leave. their names will be in someone's mind. so they'll never truly die.

Oliver Wolfe, December 23rd, 2022(died)
Jakob, July 4th, 2023(died)
Louis Olson, December 3rd, 2022(alive)
Gabe Olson, February 15, 2020(alive)
Dalton Robb, December 18th, 2022(unsure)
Mary Feginer, May, 2016(alive/paralyzed)
thats all boys, it dont matter much anymore, Goodby