i love because i feel completly dead my life has changed i seperated from beautilful woman i left i just play music drums guitars record everyday and i have nothing even of my good available for others to see i cant focus i was in a explosin were hommie lost his hand and we almost died i havent let the jam shed in amonth and just have the tun the key the spirt the juice the real engergy or i dont know it went in me like the main vein im into it its not fakei dont care about how i spell