it's like when you're 15 or 16 (you can't remember now) and you haven't got a car so you've got to get out on the unforgiving asphalt stretches in the fiery summer sun so you can play halo on their xbox because you don't have your own. the cicadas buzz as the asphalt snaps under your bike, and you're rubbernecking every second so you don't get hit by a car. there are so many things you don't understand about yourself yet, now's not the time for that. that's what this album makes me think of.