I will not and I will never share any of my additional backstory of my own personal life, all I know is that I love any genres from...
Black Metal
Depressive Suicidal Black Metal
NS Black Metal (and yes I'm a black person so "Fuck You")
Black/Death Metal
Death Metal
Brutal Death Metal
Hardcore Punk
Anarcho-punk
Crust Punk
And that's all that matters, not only to me but everyone else.